in return, they seemed so nonchalant and unsupportive 

it all felt so negative

i was expecting for at least some encouragement but no, i didn't get it

not even from my sister

the feeling sucks when you realise you can't depend on your family for moral support

and i don't know how i'm going to break the news to her

life sucks.

it's only a bump in the road she says

yes i agree 

failures make a person stronger

true or false?

only time will tell...

think you're better? 

please give me a break.

When results were out, I was pretty much depressed. I started worrying about all the what ifs and on top of revising for SMD, I had 2 others to worry about. Did I say anything? Nope. I think if they ever knew, it would be a very disappointing moment. With all that negativity in me, I really wondered how I managed to pull through the mad rush over the weekend and the 3days of exams.

Really.have.to.thank.the.classmates. 

For all the study sessions and help for SMD. 

I received this from Jan courtesy of Razi on the first day. Needless to say, it was definitely a good pick-me-up. Shiying also gave me a spongebob plush toy (which got lost the next day).

Ok fast forward after the three days of exams, I am not entirely sure whether I will pull through for this but I really hope I do. God forbid what if I have to retake?! Seriously I WILL DIE. SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY SERIOUS. I DON'T WANT TO RETAKE ANYTHING. 

To celebrate the end and also to mellow in misery, I went for an ice-cream buffet with Rui. We died eating but it was all good, so good it was worth going again but not anytime soon. 

PT on Thursday. RIN let me go and I am joining ADA. Happy much? Haha

FYP on Friday.

Nua-ed through my weekends.

And as you can see, I've lost my steam for blogging. Okbye! 

I have clinical make-up tomorrow.