Wednesday, July 29, 2009
awesome! 2 months post op.
my knee's looking less than optimal:
10degrees deficit in knee flexion
pain at end range
stiffness
going up and down stairs problematic
muscle bulk still minimal
luckily, scar adhesion very minimal. really can't wait to see the PT soon...
*****
hands fun but my first mallet splint totally cmi
must master wrist cock up and mallet if i want to go higher. and ask more intellectual questions. and do lots of reading up seriously
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durian ssg anybody? haha
9:23 PM;
Saturday, July 18, 2009
i'm hating my family at the moment.
10:03 PM;
Friday, July 10, 2009
today was probably the first time i cried in front of the classmates. i can't take the stress knowing that failing the sensory practical is a definite possibility. worst still, to hear your lecturer say your handling skills suck, makes you think twice whether in half a year's time, you'll graduate as a competent ot.
it's not my fault that i chose to do the surgery at this point of time.
school. stress. suck. shit.
last day on the brace today. can't help but feel happy that it's finally going off. can't wait to start on really intensive rehab at ttsh...it will take some form of miracle to fit physio sessions into the already packed schedule.
6 weeks.
ONWARDS WITH WEEK 7!
8:56 PM;
Friday, July 3, 2009
10:03 PM;
Thursday, July 2, 2009
sorry is all i have to say
but ultimately when it comes down to priorities, my knee's more worth it.
i might have ditched you guys more than once
and eventually you might not call me out anymore.
it hurts to be excluded but i can only wonder why it happens.
blame myself for not treasuring the friendship?
i'm always too serious?
too busy?
or because of my knee, it's best that i stay at home to rest?
whatever
i'm really glad i have the clazzmates for friends whom i can really depend on.
we've known each other for just 2+ years but the friendships forged made it seem longer
we've studied it
we've been through shit
that makes it normal
when i'm with them, i'm su
with others, i'm just a person to pity (or give no sympathy) or stare at
ohwells, looks like it's one of those days...
and i don't have my family to rely on at the moment
9:19 PM;
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
friends don't do this to friends
i've had enough
whether on purpose, accidental, ignorance, or for the better...
6:37 PM;