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Tuesday, June 30, 2009

DISCLAIMER! I HAVE SOMETHING DISTURBING/DISGUSTING TO SHARE

Presenting my surgery scar...

Do you see something white, short and unassumingly harmless?

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Ta dah! 4 weeks post STO, I realised I still have leftover stitches.

It was damn long. And it was originally blue. Gross right!

I can't believe it! Worst still, I totally freaked out to Jac and a friend from I-know-where.

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I'm going crazy over the undone work.

And I'm fretting over my skin again now. It's damn horrible and I feel lower than usual. Bad skin be gone! Really be gone!

I want to get this hair colour before clinicals. Friends, do you think it's nice for me?

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Thanks to the classmates for the birthday party that night!

9:05 PM;

Saturday, June 20, 2009

in relation to the previous post, it has nothing to do with the classmates. just an issue i was having with other friends which i think has been cleared up.

yay to having a warped mind seriously.

how am i feeling right now? i think i'm just going crazy. somehow today, it was better controlled. i just thought it through and it wasn't worth my effort to feel anything else anyway.

so what? deal with it.

i rebelled in the weirdest of ways.

8:56 PM;

Friday, June 12, 2009

i think left out would be a good description to what i am feeling right now

is it because of my situation now or what? it really does not hurt to be included at least once in a while

otherwise, i think i'm just being paranoid

but i really can't help but feel that way anymore...

10:03 PM;