I have 2 more days to op day. The nerves have started to kick in while on my way to school today. Incessant worrying about needles and pain and the aftermath of the surgery. H1N1 has hit, so I guess it's no longer advisable to come visit me at the hospital. Please stay at home/school. Come visit me at my house if you must...I appreciate all your concerns and well-wishes. I really do hope my surgery is a success and rehab won't be a pain in the ass. 

Meanwhile, FYP has officially started. Lit review still not done!!! Wii is fun, but the research, is C-R-A-Z-Y shit. I want the group to do well, really well. Can we do it? Yes, I think so :D

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7 more days before I turn 21. I think I can officially announce that a party will not be happening. Gonna spend my 21st with the family only. I think I shall request for a cake. And maybe dinner at a different venue

What do I want for my birthday? An iPhone pretty please.

Other than that, I really, really, really want to take a Polaroid photo with all my friends and compile it into a book with many many birthday greetings. 

Makes it more memorable that way

why?

my life can never get any more pathetic. 

swine flu check 

seeing the doctor on a labour day holiday is expensive check

i think i will fall into depression soon check

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i need to get a mask if don't get better by monday

i need exercise!

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my mom says she'll pay approximately 2/3 of the iPhone 

i want a Wii set to go nicely with the new TV at home

i earnestly want to do well for third year so i am gonna work hard. i am so working hard. the classmates better make sure i work hard...