seriously, i just realized exams and prac tests are around the corner. i should start studying. and i cant wait for pesta to be over this sunday.
anyway, anyone wants to go for the japan study trip? i really really want to go.
today marks the end of another (hectic) week.
i feel jaded. projects are piling and never-ending while revision for exams have to start soon. i seem to not have a life sometimes and i really wonder why. and somehow, today's the day that i realise that i'm finally 20. i feel that i should be more comfortable with myself as an individual and to acknowledge certain aspects of my life..like learning to trust people. more importantly, i should learn how to
trust my family again.
there's no looking back from this point forward.
so it's like ever since i started ot, my weaknesses have been exposed. i'm pretty sure i've turned off some people with my
working attitude cos i work only till the last minute. i don't
interact much. i don't
prioritize. i'm
too honest. and i think my
brain is not like most of my classmates. Yes, i agree the course has been life changing. i remember them saying to see the big picture first then see the small picture. i've been struggling so far and i'm glad that i have woken up. it's time to get a life and do something about it.
thank you classmates for bearing all the crap from me. i trust you guys honestly from the bottom of my heart.
to fana, weel, shuyi, seriously right thanks. for everything.
last but not least, although we hardly meet or talk to each other, i'm glad we still have each other (:
heads up su. believe in yourself and others around you.