kill me please.

i am pissed. don't make it worst.

at times like this, i'd rather be umpiring and earning money.

I need more umpiring jobs!

White Nike skirt: $39.90
Shiseido moisturizer: $50
Asics netball shoes: at least $90
Ankle guards x2: $140

I think I need to get new backpack, new totebag, another 2 pairs of jeans and more tops.

Total: $300 and counting.

Damn it. Today's just not my day for umpiring. The schools that I umpired for totally suck - players and coach. I'm just a cadet umpire. Damn it. I lost my concentration in the last quarter which is so not cool. I hate myself!

This week has been financially fulfilling. Looks like i will be just as busy next week with the same number of games. Seriously, I'm liking it. I can't wait to umpire for 2nd round and then looking forward to the primary school competition cos I can umpire till national round which is way cool. Then there's national league coming up...Haha big money big money! I need to top up my account first, pay my bills then start saving up for new stuff. If only I can get the bursary or scholarship, that would be great seriously.

I love Jess and Nic. So nice to see them after umpiring. I so love slacking at the mall with them. Haha John Little got sale so made use of my umpiring money to get new stuff. By the time we left it was already past 8. Super drained. And I forgot to mention that Jess and I got drenched in the rain while walking towards the bus stop. Super hilarious and super fun. Walking in the rain gave me this weird feeling.

Swinging over to school, the last anat prac was today. Not proud to say that I didn't really study hard enough for it but I'm glad I went to school at 7.30am to do an hour's worth of solid revision which paid off cos I left the anat room reassured. I know I will pass but now it depends on how good that pass is. What's left is presentations and the final exams itself. I can't wait for this semester to end. Yay!

I'm going to start whining now.

Lately, my mood's been swinging past extremes. I think it's even more obvious that my irritability towards you-know-who is increasing. I can't help it if it's a just a clash between preferences. I don't know whether I'm being to critical and opinionated but I just need to speak up. If I ever step on your toes (yes you dear classmates and teammates), please do me a favour and tell me to shut up. Honestly, if you have a problem with me, just say it to my face. I think it will do me some good.

I would like to say sorry to YH cos I've been ignoring her messages. Seriously, when you messaged me about OT Day poster my mood just went into zzz mode. I can't help it but I feel stressed also when you started bugging me. Even though it's not on purpose that I've been sleeping early for the past few days, I'm really sorry for delaying the poster design.

Daisy Tan this Sunday. Super dotz.

so very the screwed times many many times.

here i am still blogging and drinking milk. i have yet to start on the brain and the test is (horror!) in 15 hours time. more umpiring jobs coming my way man, i'm super happy. i can't wait to get my certificate!!

i'm feeling so damn stressed! i can't wait to earn money next thurs!

i shouldn't be saying this but heck, i'm really happy when i first talked to bpt. oh well it was short-lived once pbl meeting started. this is the reason why i'm blogging right now. the feeling of frustration is too much for me to just deal with it. don't get me started on tests, exams, projects, assignments, yep. oh wait, i just did.

ok la back to clinical diary and more last minute revision.

I passed Level 1! I feel ecstatic yo. Next goal, get the C badge (:

School's being a bitch again. Sianzz

YY we need to go shopping soon before the sale ends!!

I will not throw in the towel.

Still fighting and definitely not going to give up anytime soon. It feels nice to be not the one who gets nagged at all the time. I pity my sister cos she has to endure the shit but who cares anyway. I'm not really complaining.

School's being a bitch again. My schedule for this week alone is jam-packed and it seriously sucks. I feel very fatigued already. So I think I'm gonna go sleep now.

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