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resolutions - 2008!
- to stay happy, no matter the situation. if there are times when i feel really lousy, i shall eat chocolate and ask for advice.
- to keep fit by running at least once a week excluding training runs. i aim to complete 3 marathons if time and money permits.
- to be organized! (time and money management especially)
- studying shall be my first priority in 2008. study hard and achieve 3.0 GPA
- i want to change my look in y2s1. no time to do this when school reopen and like i said earlier, study is #1 priority.

my resolutions for 2008. i think i can achieve my resolutions this year. i can feel it in me!

it happened already like two days ago. yesterday was a nightmare though cos i went out with terrible-looking eyes. i feel at peace now with myself but the situation has not changed. i'm really thankful for friends like ckp and yy. thanks for listening cos it really, really made me feel so much better.

before resolutions - 2008, reflection - 2007 first!

2007 was interesting, to say the least. the first taste of freedom right after chem paper (i think), followed by lots of slacking. a level results were released. fast forward - i got into ot, made lots of new friends, still joined netball and doing lots of rubbish at the same time. i went for my first concert, ran my first marathon, organized my first school event, played netball and won, did well for my first clinical posting, etc etc. looking back, there were a lot of firsts and i'm really glad that i was able to do all of it. really sweet memories (:

resolutions - 2008!
- to stay happy, no matter the situation. if there are times when i feel really lousy, i shall eat chocolate and ask for advice.
- to keep fit by running at least once a week excluding training runs. i aim to complete 3 marathons if time and money permits.
- to be organized!

i get inspired when watching grey's anatomy (even though i'm not studying to be a doctor). being an ot still rocks.

I am still going nowhere with my communications essay. The horror(school is reopening!).

In the mean time, I've been busy thinking of new resolutions for 2008. I've also started to reflect about 2007. Quite surprisingly, I just purchased my very own 2008 organizer! It's filling up slowly but surely. Oh! I still have not bought Xmas presents but yet I'm not doing anything about it. It's so exciting to know that the year is coming to an end and there's so many things to look forward to in 2008.

Damn. I can't think of anything to write already.

This post will KIV for a while.

I think I'm going crazy

1000 words essay

siao liao

siao lao pok pok

i'm back from camp but my mood wasn't any too good. i need somebody to confide in but yet i find myself holding back because of the trust issue. i have a problem with it and i just realised i didn't write that down during the camp. well that fear is the chief reason why i'm holding back. truthfully, there are alot of things that has not be said.

what are friends for? good question seriously..

i think the problem lies with me. even as i type this, i'm self-censoring my very own words. i must say, it is a very tough shell to crack. it's no wonder i like staying independent. i have yet to 'actually' depend on someone else.

people say i'm paranoid. bottom line is, i find it hard to understand whether you are truly you. your words hurt. your actions are baffling. most of the time i really wonder why.

lousy grades
lousy attendance
lousy attitude
lousy time management
lousy money management
DAMN IT

i am so pissed off with myself

Jac was being random again. Still got time to sent song eh pirate.

Crap. Today was the most demoralizing day ever. It started off with physiology. The (damn) essay question was like urgh! I forgot all my explanations for neuro-transmission. I don't think I will score that well but at least the feeling was definitely better than last semester's. Bee sting zomg!

So for lunch , instead of studying for research methods, I was happily playing with Jac on facebook. It's like only till the last half hour that I actually took out the book to read one more time. While on the way to the lab, I saw him again. But that's not the point. The test was unexpectedly difficult! Worst still, you know your grades like straightaway. Damn depressing to see the grade. Compared to the rest, er at least I know how to shut up for once (no offence to the classmates).

Note to self: Have to work even harder next half of the semester!

Plans were made but they got cancelled in the end. Then I was already thinking twice about going for training. In the end, Shimin and I did go. So so so regretted my decision. Yes I was late for training. Worst I realised J&P were there too. More stress! Halfway through the drill, I died. Even more stress! Played shooter (and of course sucked at it), triple the stress! It is so demoralizing to go for training like that. Daisy Tan is coming up some more and I have 3 weeks to get back fitness and really start to move my legs. This totally suck.

Ok bye bye. I want to sleep!

quite sad - i'm still studying for physiology,
research methods is still untouched,
and the exams are in two days time.

so veli the sclewed

I really can't wait for tomorrow man. The adventure race is like finally here! All the hard work is finally gonna pay off. I can't believe that I'll be the photographer tomorrow. I think it's quite common sense by now that I'm quite the camera idiot. DSLR? Are you crazy?! All in all, I'm really psyched! I am gonna go shopping tomorrow after that. It's mission buy or die.

Anyway, today's interview went quite well or so I think except for the GPA part. I really hope that my GPA won't cost me the place. If they ever talk to C or whoever, I really hope they will say good things about me so that I can go for the trip. I really want to go! From the very brief description, there's like so many things to do and I can't wait to start helping. Paint, handicrafts, library, etc. I like them all! Please please, many many times, please accept me...

Back to physio then. Must study hard like NOW!

this is bull. as expected, practical was a nightmare. it is seriously crap. why am i doomed to fail? that's because i failed to plan my time.

dang, there's physio and research methods to cram for. here i am blogging, filling up the yep forms, updating itunes and thinking about how i will burn my weekend.

i am in hell!

oh well. the umpiring theory test was another headache. i really hope, many many times, that i will pass. i need to take level 1 like asap.

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