welcome to my world; devoted beei really feel quite suicidal at this point of time-looking at the little amount of time left to
you-know-what and there are still some fair bit of topics left to cover.
my brain is telling me this: you're gonna DIEDIEDIE!
how the hell am i suppose to keep myself sane for the next few days?!? stats is not, i repeat, NOT helping me at all. my scores are falling to and all time low of 30plus. i need to pull it back up to 45 and above. i'm dreading
you-know-what. it's a constant nag, really, when u start thinking about a possible triple Fs if i dont wake up and buck up.
anw even though i feel suicidal, i wont actually jump down or poison myself silly. i'm not that crazy, yet. contradicting don't u think. ok nvm, just ignore me cause i think i'm rambling alr.
i suddenly miss talking to cruxbee. i miss playing netball.
i definitely miss clear, clean air. speaking of which, the haze isnt getting any better and its seriously making my eyes watery almost all the time.ok this is random. u can stop reading now (: