Monday, May 29, 2006
2=1+1
that's the number of posts i have written so far.
ok i'm listening to nsync now to destress and
to think a bit.
i drove myself insane;the truth remains the same;you're gone.yesterday was nostalgic
in a way
i saw myself sitting in 169 for an hour
to go back to my grandma's house.
it has been ages since i last did that
and i missed my grandma quite badly.
i saw men(black, dunno which country) playing cricket at the nearby field
it made me smile
(i dunno why really)
cos further down the road, i saw two chinese men doing some roadwork.
go figure.then the bus went pass rp
the campus effing beautiful;
i must remember to go sneak over one day
haha smu too.
anw, the reason i went back to amk was to help my mom
go peng satay.four hours
i came to realize i had to get aaa for a levels
by hook or by crook
again go figure.on the way home, my mom told me about my grandma.
like how old she has become,
her sense of taste going haywire.
being alone all the time since my sis and i werent living there anymore.
all her children & grandchildren too busy with work & school to visit.
my poor brother;
i only see him once every three weeks
cos he's busy at amk looking after my grandma.
and he's only ten.
i miss my bro and my grandma.
in short, i have to live life to the fullest; don't ever hold back in whatever i do. i should learn to cherish my family before they grow old and can't remember me anymore. being an adult kinda sucks and now i'm not looking forward to turning 18. i was thinking of closing
but my blog
is rather
anonymous don't you think.
it's not worth closing since it has
anger, sorrows, happiness
all in here
it's great to be independent but this is just one of the days when i feel so lost and helpless.
knowing myself, i'll be ok tomorrow
no pretense.
See:
You're Calm, Cool, and Collected
Do your friends like to lean on your shoulder? Ask you for advice in life and love? Put you on speed-dial for emergencies? We bet they do. You're as balanced as they come. When it comes to making decisions, you're not afraid to take the time to weigh your options carefully in order to make the right choice. And it takes more than a few obstacles to rattle your cool head.
9:11 PM;
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
6:55 PM;
Sunday, May 21, 2006
one more week to the end of term.
can anyone spell
H
U
R
R
A
Y
!
i feel so
ELATED!
spokes can kill!
2:59 PM;
Sunday, May 14, 2006
special once-in-a-lifetime picture.me playing Cspokes
at
stadium
.
gosh
that was hell
ack now i got a bruise on my knee cos i bumped into kelda during the game
ouch!
now i'm busy downloading anime
80 more episodes to go!
Rurouni Kenshin
i miss my highly vandalised table back at wrs.
you know, that table.
(this is random)
pictures!


1:25 PM;
Friday, May 12, 2006
it's 4.28pm and the rain hasn't stopped yet.
got to admit, i've been slacking for the past two weeks
including today.
i swear i'm supposed to start work at 12 but 4 and a half hours just flew past.
anyway, my body's quite sore since ystd's trng.
it was our last formal one and it was thoroughly fun
cos i played C.
ROFL.
had team dinner at macs even though we weren't supposes to be there.
time wasn't on our side so macs it was.
actually, there's some sch stuff i wanted to mention here but i just cant rmbr what they were.
my memory is failing me.
i think it was, eh no, not that.
i think it was PE?!? it was fun to play bball after all.
OH YA!
it was STAR. i seriously hate it and i'm planning to skip em all
skipping reminds me of playing truant & term 3 is coming soon
so go figure
trng agn tmr.
pfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffft.
cnt wait for sunday cos it's D-DAY for new anime episodes.
supposedly la.
and lets see, 23 more days to hahahah that thing (:
i'm sure gna miss 17
4:25 PM;
Tuesday, May 9, 2006
11:39 PM;
Sunday, May 7, 2006




i really like all of them.
haha i can be a shirt designer now (:
if only i can go uk too.
6:08 PM;
Saturday, May 6, 2006
I miss your smile, I miss your face,I miss your eyes, I miss your lips,I miss the touch of your fingertips,I miss your ears, I miss your nose,I miss each one your lovely toes,I miss your hands, I miss your touch,I miss your laugh, I miss you GEORGIA, I miss just being next to you.We were and will always be,your surrogate family.
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11:37 PM;
if only dreams were reality,
will you be there
and still remember?
11:22 PM;
Tuesday, May 2, 2006
wake up la woman and don't be you-know-what.
rahhh!
10:53 PM;
Monday, May 1, 2006
I NEED MONEY NOWNOWNOWNOWNOW!!!
why cant money grow on trees? then what's the point of calling the money tree
THE money tree. if only money fall from the sky also. rahh! people are spending their progress package money like they've never shop before. ME?! i'm not even 21 so i cnt qualify for it. DAMN! why cant you-know-who give money to the 4million plus sporeans? a little bit of money is better than no money at all.
for instance, i overheard this two men talking in the bus on the way home.
man 1: look at japan. their standard of living so high yet they cn afford it because their salaries are so high.
man 2: yah look at singapore. standard of living so high but we can barely afford it. you know why?
man 1: no. why ah?
man 2: because our salary so fucking low.
and they continued talking about the
govt.HAHA.
the woes of singaporeans.
i still need money btw.
to get new bags for sch/trng
who so nice cn loan me like $100
then i cn get my slingbag and the shoebag.
pfft sch tmr.
BUT there's only one thing to look forward to tmr
hahah it's...
SCH ALLOWANCE!
oh yes, i'm being very money-minded now.
sophia, i understand ur plight now. when u got no money and u want to go shopping. all u cn do is whine and beg and hope some kind soul out there decides to give u money. lol (:
11:03 PM;