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heh.
i'm feeling better already (:





trivial matters.


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thanks fizah.
yeah OP does suck big time

you tried your best but somehow it doesnt result in success. this is not a cruel fate. take it as a journey. life isn't about smooth sailing all the time. you might hit a bump every now and then. its the will to carry on. the courage to face it. that is what that matters. sometimes, change is a good way to start. be that butterfly that you are suppose to be. but right now, you're still a cocoon. it takes time. it takes all that you have. once you're that butterfly, you'll look back. proud, you overcame it all. then you're free to fly

got this from sissy, think it's good.
ahahah esp that part.

it's raining.
ROFL good weather to sleep ohh the wind is just blowing constantly into the room.
free aircon service, no?

heh will start with wed. su became an official librarian. ahahha no kidding alrite. the meeting was so-so la. didnt had much fun but i cn bear with it.

so fast forward to today.
skipped malay cos of cramps and slacked the entire 3hrs. uhh ogl interview was OHHHHMYGODDDDD. i was feeling rather lame la at that moment and all i can think of was dryy humour. how much cornier cn i get?? i have a feeling i wont be an ogl. ohwell i cn be a bystander and "enjoy" school. aneeway, training damn fun but at a price. sore sore muscles all the way even now la. no counterpain in sight. but what we did today was really a good day to remember..cant wait for wednesday's event!! whoopee (:

hmmm.

TRAINING TMR!
cant wait cant wait ((((:

promo results were disappointing for some but overall, i DID perform better than summer test. a false sense of satisfaction but whatever. i'm getting promoted, i think.

peedoubleu's such a pain in the arse i cn go on and on about it. i seriously want to do _|_ to the aunties. no sympathy at all. i never want to do business with you ever again. lang fei qian. BOOO i don't like zap it.

and because of wr, i had to forgo my daily 200 shots.
ikea trip got cancelled too.
BOOOO i don't like it at all.



i think today not my day la. keep getting bad luck.
let's see. my horoscope says:

You must wait a little longer for answers. Distract yourself by meeting new people. You've dealt with a power struggle recently, and done a fine job of it. The best part is that whatever was at the heart of it -- whatever you were trying to eliminate from your life permanently -- has already started to fade away.

OMFG. so true! so true! i was trying to finish wr but had some difficulties so i did distract myself by meeting all those aunties. uhh then the part i want to eliminate, i guess it's peedoubleu cos it's fading away as well. i mean wr's over and now it's op. so i guess u cn look at it that way. hahahha my horoscopes are so freaky sometimes.














i dunno why but i signed up to be an OGL.
heh cos of this reason i shall not say just in case.



even though it wasn't the best of days, this song just makes my day.
.
.
.
I guess it goes to show
You never really know
When everything's about to change

Your horoscope for
Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Take stock of your feelings today. If you're resentful of someone close to you, take some time to figure out why. It may not be as obvious as it seems, so be patient. A new classmate you view as a competitor could turn out to be a collaborator.

SEE.
even my horoscope says so. to all, please do not be alarmed by the sudden moodiness in me. must be pms i think. heh (:




I NEED TRAININGS+ENDORPHINS.



berr: don't worry aiite

numb.

heh

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICLOE TAN TZE YING, MY BELOVED ELOPER.
being seventeen rocks, doesn't it??
((((((:
<3









i can't wait for the zoo.

Stand Up For Love

There are times I find it hard to sleep at night
We are living through such troubled times
And every child that reaches out for someone to hold
For one moment they become my own
And how can I pretent that I don't know what's going on
When every second and every minute another soul is gone

And I believe that in my life I will see
And in to hopelesness of giving up of suffering
We all stand together this one time
Then no one will get left behind
Stand up for life
Stand up and hear me sing
Stand up for love

I'm inspired and hope for each and every day
That's how I know that things are gonna change
So how can I pretent that I don't know what's going on
When every second of every minute another soul is gone

And I believe that in my life I will see
And I to hopelesness of giving up of suffering
And we all stand together this one time
Then no one will get left behind
Stand up for life
Stand up for love

And it all starts right here
And it starts right now
One person stand up there
And the rest will follow
For all the forgotten
For all the unknown
I'm gonna sing this song

And I believe that in my life I will see
And in to hopelesness of giving up of suffering
If we all stand together this one time
Then no one will get left behind
Stand up for life
Stand up and sing
Stand up for love
For love, for love

hell yeah promos are over, i'm feeling elated yah. BUT i just can't help feeling a little worried cos results will be out soon. oh well, i still have pw to look forward to like hurray and of course malay.

didnt go out with amin and co as promised cos i was too tired. instead, i went home and slept till seven. god, i'm such a pig can. so now, i have to edit our wr by 11.





another thing, training's gonna start soon. i cant wait for that either. will train very very very hard. even if it kills me. ehh weel, i want to have the first shot at the courts cos i missed my chance with the current poles. dont u dare refuse me hurr heh.




CRUX BEE: time to go out and play. nic's bday coming up soon. eat where?!?





lala, i want to see u soon. cos i want my ankle guards and give u money (:










Your horoscope for
Friday, October 14, 2005
You could have a shocking revelation about how important you are to the people around you. One of your teachers, a boss or a friend you're trying to impress will ask you to take charge in an intimidating situation. Call on Mercury's power to help you put things in perspective, and you can get out of any jam. Tonight, admiration from a handsome friend could bloom into full-on attraction!






some survey i copied from an old friend, not that she'd mind.
if you happen to see this, oh well.

0001. first name; SUHARTI
0002. middle name; dont have one
0003. last name; huin.
0004. nicknames; su, bu, susu, melman, giraffe.
0005. how old are you; 17.
0006. when's your birthday; 0406.
0007. what hospital were you born in; KKH.
0008. do you have any siblings; yeah.
0009. what are their names; suzanna and hairuldin.
0010. what colour eyes do you have; Brown.
0011. what colour hair do you have; JET black.
0012. how tall are you; 172.4
0013. what are you wearing, polo tee and shorts
0014. what five objects are within three feet of you: hp, wallet, nike bottle,cds and my netball stress ball.
0015...whats the question here: you're asking me?
0016. hear anything; music
0017. what are you listening to; perfect ten.
0018. what are you thinking about; promo results.
0019. are you worried about anything; yeah promo results.
0020. what time is it; nine fifteen
0021. are you eating anything right now; no.
0022. how about drinking; no.
0023. what do you smell like; normal.
0024. name three of the most embarrassing cds in your collection: britney, britney, bsb.
0025. do you sleep with a stuffed animal; never.
0026. favourite 80s song; dorts.
0027. do you watch lifetime; no.
0028. are you gay; 50-50.
0029. whats the first thing you notice about the preferred gender: eyes.
0030. what turns you on about the preferred gender; eyes and humour.
0031. what do you hate about the preferred gender; ego la.
0032. what song do you totally and completely hate; macs tune.
0033. what song could you listen to for hours; because you live.
0034. five favourite cds; encore, stripped, christina aguilera, ye hui mei and songs about jane.
0035. do you download music; used to.
0036. how many cds from the following people do you own:
britney spears; 2
0037. christina aguilera; 2
0038. weezer; 0
0039. incubus; 0
0040. backstreet boys; 1
0041. nsync; 0
0042. hanson; 0
0043. dashboard confessional; 0
0044. jimmy eat world; 0
0045. tatu; 0
0046. mariah carey; 0
0047. good charlotte; 0
0048. michelle branch; 0
0049. rammstein; 0
0050. evanescence; 1
0051. hilary duff; 1
0052. jessica simpson; 0
0053. 98°; 1
0054. no authority; 0
0055. lfo; 0
0056. b2k; 0
0057. 112; 0
0058. eminem; 1
0059. 50 cent; 0
0060. jay z; 0
0061. aaliyah; 0
0062. nirvana; 0
0063. eve; 0
0064. bright eyes; 0
0065. a perfect circle; 0
0066. nas; 0
0067. do you have a crush; not telling.
0068. are you a racist; no.
0069. do you shop at hot topic; wth no.
0070. are you old; i feel old.
0071. are you sexy; gotta be kidding.
0072. will you go out with me?; NO.
0073. are you anti-social; yes.
0074. do your parents think you are; yes.
0075. do they nag you constantly to get out of the house?; Nooo.
0076. have you ever shoplifted; No.
0077. are you tired; i am.
0078. five things you are wearing: only four la.
0079. five things you are doing right now: typing, editing wr, listening to radio, messaging, msn-ing.
0080. five things you ate in the last 24 hours: choc milk, chicken rice, ice jelly, rice, plain water.
0081. five things you did so far today: phy paper, walking, slept, ate, play games.
0082. five things you can hear right now: radio, fan, me typing, msn beep.
0083. five thoughts in your head: where to get cash, how to get cash, how to pass promos, netball and my pimple.
0084. five things you look for when you're picking a girlfriend/boyfriend: humour, eyes, height.
0085. five famous people you'd bang in a second: omg i'm not that desperate.
0086. what is your sign; gemini.
0087. do you wear glasses; yeap.
0088. do you drink; no.
0089. got any pets; no.
0090. favourite type of music; pop rock.
0091. favourite actor; josh harnett.
0092. favourite actress; mischa barton, lily evans.
0093. favourite movie; heh lots.
0094. favourite soda; COKE.
0095. favourite food; ALOT.
0096. favourite car; volkswagen beetle.
0097. favourite song; all about us.
0098. favourite colour; white blue.
0099. favourite tv show; gilmore girls, one tree hill, the simpsons etc.
0100. favourite brand of beer; -
0101. favourite brand of liqueur; -
0102. favourite brand of clothes; haha alot.
0103. favourite online chat thing; msn?
0104. favourite shape; circle.
0105. favourite texture; furry.
0106. favourite game; neopets, pokemon, ninja gaiden, racing games, mini golf, monopoly.
0107. favourite place; my room.
0108. favourite year; 2005.
0109. favourite holiday; hari raya, chinese new year, christmas.
0110. favourite animal; terappin.
0111. favourite drink; coke.
0112. have you ever lied; hah yes.
0113. do you lie often; no, i'm serious.
0114. would you tell a lie that stopped your death but caused the death of your lover; aye yes.
0115. would you lie to get laid; no.
0116. are you single; yeah.
0117. ever been in love; no.
0118. how many times; 0.
0119. looking back do you regret it; regret what?!?
0120. are you happy with your current status?; YES.
0121. are you still holding on to the past; no.
0122. do the following apply to you:
witty: sort of.
0123. charming; no.
0124. quiet; yeah.
0125. loud: not too loud.
0126. pretty; No.
0127. radical; huh no.
0128. sucky; no.
0129. smart; never.
0130. stupid; hear hear.
0131. dumbass; me me.
0132. ugly; yes.
0133. slow; a lot of times.
0134. fast; depends.
0135. talented; noooo yes?
0136. useless; no la.
0137. punk; no.
0138. young; yes.
0139. old; yes.
0140. daring; yes.
0141. courageous; uhh.
0142. caring; i do care.
0143. powerful; no.
0144. athletic; yeah.
0145. artistic; yeah.
0146. sexy; no.
0147. is the following good or bad:
sex; BAD.
0148. love; good.
0149. happiness; good.
0150. rap; good
0151. pain; good
0152. pop music; good
0153. anime; good.
0154. tv; good
0155. country music; no.
0156. metal music; so so.
0157. nu-metal; lame
0158. death metal; lamer
0159. industrial; ?
0160. punk rock; good.
0161. easy listening; good
0162. korn; eugh
0163. murderous rampages; heh if i'm a sadist, good
0164. sega; dreamcast? genesis? saturn? good.
0165. nintendo; good (:
0166. playstation; better
0167. game boy; BEST. i love my sp.
0168. chinese food; good
0169. italian food; good.
0170. japanese food; no.
0171. mexican food; good
0172. online quizzes; heh just addictive.
0173. online surveys; same for quizzes.
0174. what's your deep dark secret; UUMM.
0175. what's your biggest fear; dying. losing my parents eventually.
0176. what is the most embarrassing thing that's happened to you; went to the wrong class.
0177. would you make a good candidate for jerry springer; No.
0178. do you agree that a dvd is much better than a vhs; yes.
0179. do you hate america?; neutral.
0180. do you think bush is doing a good job; no comment.
0181. are you going to heaven; : haha i wish.
0182. are you going to hell; i think i am.
0183. first best friend ever; CRUX BEE
0184. love is; love
0185. who was your first love;
0186. love or lust; love.
0187. best love song; More than Words.
0188. is it possible to be in love with more than one person at the same time; no.
0189. when love hurts you; yeah.
0191. how are you today; alrite.
0192. what does your hair look like at the moment; tied up.
0193. what song are you listening to right now; evanascence.
0194. how is the weather right now; it just rained.
0195. what are the last four digits of your phone number; 4283.
0196. if you were a crayon, what colour would you be; blue!
0197. how many kids do you want to have; aww alot.
0198. how many tvs do you have in your house; 2.
0199. do you have your own tv; yeah.
0200. do you use any instant messengers; MSN.














i miss blogging.

heh second entry for the day cos susu's darn bored of studying. practically slept the whole day today cos of fatigue and hunger. and i was calculator-less so i cldnt do much except read, read and more read. gonna study again tmr with the usual after geepee. hopefully, tmr's session will be a fruitful one cos i still have loads to memorize and stuff. anyhoo, wanted to say that i'll miss pe. last session was on tues and it was sweet to finish off with a victory.

till promos is over, this will be my lst entry for now.

geepee tmr.














puasa is here too.

promos tmr.
urgh screw malay

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