Sunday, June 27, 2004

to nic: if u received the volkswagen ad thing from me, don't give me that -_-" look. i only sent u one. there were 7 in all and guess what?? i sent them to myself too. all of it. i like the light blue one. very nice. *grins i'm gonna get one. i swear.

3:17 PM;
Sunday, June 20, 2004

it's fathers' day today. didnt buy any presents tho'. i cooked dinner. wanton noodles+ wanton soup. my sis helped too. and my father said it taste good, betta than those sold at vista point. *beams. but i need to work on my noodles. too cooked. haha. cant be help, i love my noodles soggy. it was a simple dinner, nothing fancy but it was a great feeling to have ur dad complimenting the food. so yah, so happy now. *smiles

5:58 PM;
Wednesday, June 16, 2004

*Section One: Basics
Name: su.
2. Nickname(s): susu.
3. Birthday: 19880604.
4. Favorite day: saturday.
5. Where were you born: singapore.
6. Location right now: in my room.
7. Shoe size: ranges from 9 to 10. i have big feet.
8. How many piercings?: 2 but i wish they could disappear. i hate piercings.
9. Tattooes?: nope.
1o. When you wake up you`re: always push my sister away from me. throw my comforter. stretch my legs. 1 out of 10 times i'll get muscle cramps.
11. When your about to sleep you`re: trying to get as much bed space as possible. stuffing my sister with pillows cos she's too noisy.
12. Zodiac sign: gemini and proud of it.
13. Chinese sign: dragon.
14. Righty or Lefty: righty.
15. Innie or Outie: in.

*Section Two: Looks
17. Nationality: singaporean.
18. Hair color: black.
19. Eye color: brown.
2o. Weight: 55kg.
21. Height: 171cm.
22. Braces?: nope.
23. Glasses?: 2 pairs and contacts.

*Section Three: Private Life
24. Do you have a boyfriend?: nope.
25. If so, who?: na.
26. If not, do you have a crush on someone?: get real. as if i'd tell.
27. Who has a crush on you?: mmm. nope.
28. Ever cheated on your bf/gf?: hah. still single ok..
29. Who was your first kiss: my parents??
3o. Who was your last: my pillow.
31. Are you a good kisser: dunno. ask the pillows.
32. Ever had a threesome before?: my sis and bro. hahaha. pillow fight only.
33. If you could have sex with anyone, who would that be?: lame question.
34. Have you ever been in love?: nope.
35. Broken any hearts?: how the hell should i know.
36. Got your heart broken?: nope.
37. Ever liked a friend?: yes.
38. What happened?: it was for fun. besides it was a GIRL.

*Section Four: Past Relationships..
39. How many relationships have you been in: na.
4o. How many were serious enough to count: na.
41. Who were those serious ones: na.
42. Funnest hook-ups: na.
43. What made them different: na.
44. What happened: na.
45. Best boy/girlfriend: na.
46. Worse boy/girlfriend: na.
47. Ever been kissed: na.
48. Who do you want back: na.
49. Who do you regret: na.
5o. Why: na.
note: this is so dumb. my life's boring. just skip this section. *points up.

*Section Five: Favorites
51. Song: teenage superstar. red blooded woman. perfect just to name a few.
52. Movie: anastasia. harry potter series just to name a few.
53. Food: chocolates. ice cream. chicken rice.
54. Drink: 100 plus. *swoon
55. Store: sheng siong. mama shop. 7-11.
56. Television show: the simpsons.
57. Holiday: australia rocks!!
58. Book: harry potter series. scribbles from the same island. the kitchen boy.
59. Ice cream: haagen daz. swensens. anything chocolatey.
6o. Candy: mentos green apple. strepsils honey flavoured. aiyah, the whole candy store lah.
61. Chip: not a fan of chips at the moment. usually jack n jill and lays.
62. Type of music: pop rock. classical.
63. Artist: none. all of them sound the same.
64. Word: lame.
65. Time of day: 10pm. time to sleep.
66. Dressing: casual. baggy tees. board shorts. jeans.
67. Alcoholic drink: nope
68. Color(s): blue. pink. orange. grey. black. white.
69. Piece of clothing: pink board shorts. my sport bras.
7o. Character: mmmmmmm..dunno.
71. Smell: stinky. yeah. haha. *smiles
72. Shampoo: loreal. lavenus. head and shoulders.
73. Soap: shokobutso.
74. Smiley: (:
75. Board game: monopoly. its a classic.
76. Sport: netball. rock climbing. blading.
77. Number: anything with a 7.
78. Quote: at the moment, its go to hell.
79. Animal: -_-". i refuse to answer this question. gimme a few choices. i'll pick the best one.
8o. Actor: nope
81. Actress: smg. ja. ab. kk.
82. Vegetable: a lot. most of it cheena sounding.
83. Fruit: a lot. i'm such a healthy person. (:
84. Place to be: padded room. serious. hahahahhaha.
85. Thing in your room: radio. bed. com. foot stool.
86. Gum: hate chewing.
87. Shape: dunno.
88. Country: australia.
89. Mall: dunno. they look the same after some point of time. yah..
9o. Car: VW BEETLE.
91. Boy`s name: __________ fill in the blanks yourself.
92. Girl`s name: su
93. Family member: granny.
94. Restaurant: sakura.
95. Movie place: cathay.
96. Person to go to the movies with: buddies nic lala and sophie. nurul and my sis.
97. Noise: my bro's cries.
98. Brand of shoe: nike. reebok. adidas.
99. Brand of clothing: mmmm. everything??
1o0. Body part of a chicken: thighs. ribs. wings. pick one.
101. Swear w0rd: fuck.
102. Month: june.
103. Possesion: hp.
104. Team: sneakers.
105. Season: summer.
106. Radio station: perfect 10.
107. Magazine: seventeen. elle.
108. Favorite grade: A like duh.
109. Least favorite grade: F.
11o. Teacher: hmmmmmmmmmmmmm. how bout none.
111. Least favorite teacher: whelan. *shudders
112. Subject: does recess count??
113. Subject to talk about: recess. hahahhaha.

*Section Six: Family
114. Who`s your mom?: my mom. su.
115. Who`s your dad?: my dad. hsh.
116. Any step-parents?: nope.
117. Any brothers?: my bro. ino.
118. Any sisters?: my sis. su.
119. Most annoying family member: decreasing order. bro. mum. dad. sis.
12o. Coolest: hahahahhaha. u gotta be kidding.
121. Loudest: hahahhahahahah. my mom.
122. Best relative: kak ita. kak yan. abg haziq.
123. Worse relative: none. i don't disturb them. they don't disturb me.
124. Do you get along with your parents? no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no.
125. With your siblings? no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no.
126. Does anyone understand you? no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no.
127. Do you have any pets?: yes. my pet turtle.
128. If so, what kind and name?: dunno. can't remeber.
129. If not, what do you want as a pet?: i want another turtle.
13o. Can i be a part of your family?: no.

*Section Seven: School
131. Are you still in school?: yupp.
132. Did you drop out?: wish i could.
133. Your current GPA: we don't do GPA.
134. Do you buy or bring lunch?: buy.
135. ABC`s?: abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz.
136. Favorite class: none. school's a torture.
137. Play any sports at school?: netball.
138. Are you the teacher's pet : hah.
139. Favorite memory: inter-class when iplayed ga and lala was my gd and the teachers were watching.
14o. Most humiliating moment: everybody saw my blue bra. not many ppl remebered.
141. Most funniest moment: plenty esp when i was in 2/2.
142. Most scared moment: anything that involves whelan.
143. Your first friend in school: lala.
144. Are you still friends with that person?: yupp.

*Section Eight: What do you think of when you hear..
145. Chicken: KFC.
146. Dog: blank look.
147. Christina Aguilera: i got her cd.
148. Ricky Martin: william hung.
149. 50 cent: money. u forgot the s.
15o. Poop: shit.
151. Beach: bondi.
152. Desert: sand.
153. Water: H2O.
154. Osama Bin Ladin: wanted man.
155. Love: still cannot make it. hahahahahhaha.
156. Your little brother or sister: *sigh
157. Butt: flat. uh-huh.
158. Clowns: ronald macdonlad.
159. Wonder: *GASP
16o. Brown: skin.
161. Banana: split.
162. Sex: female.
163. Parents: *shakes head
164. Homosexuals: so.
165. God: allah.

*Section Nine: Do you believe in..
166. God: yes.
167. Heaven: yes.
168. Devil: yes.
169. Hell: yes.
17o: Boogy man: no.
171. Closet Monsters: no.
172. Fortune tellings: no.
173. Magic: no.
174. Love at first sight: no.
175. Ghosts: no.
176. Voo-doo dolls: no.
177. Reincarnation: no.
178. Yourself: *look at myself.

*Section Ten: Do you..
179. Smoke: no.
18o. Do drugs: no.
181. Drink alcohol: no.
182. Cuss: yes.
183. Sing in the shower: no.
184. Like school: u must be madd.
185. Want to get married: i don't.
186. Type with all of your fingers: not all.
187. Think you`re attractive: hah. no.
188. Drink and drive: no.
189. Sleep alot: yeah. average of 12hrs during the hols.
19o. Sleep walk: no.
191. Like watching sunrises and sunsets: yes.

*Section Eleven: Have you ever..
192. Flashed someone: no.
193. Gotten so drunk til you threw up everywhere: no.
194. Told that person how you felt: no. i'd kill myself.
195. Been arrested: no.
196. Gone to jail or juve: no.
197. Skateboarded: used to and i hated i.
198. Skinny dipped: no. too cold for my liking.
199. Rock climbed: yes!!!!!! love it.
2o0. Killed someone: someone no. something yes.
201. Watched porn: yes.
202. Gone on a road trip: yes. hated it too. suffered from leg cramps every minute.
203. Went out of the country: like yah.
204. Talked back to an adult: i'm an expert at it.
205. Broken a law: yes.
206. Got pulled over: nope.
207. Tried killing yourself: thought of it only. no biggie.
208: Cried to get out of trouble: hahahhahaha. yes.
209. Let a friend cry on your shoulder: yes.
21o. Kissed a brother`s or sister`s friend: yes. no wrong what. it's only a kiss.
211. Kissed a friend`s brother or sister: nope.
212. Dropped something on the fl0or and let someone eat it anyways: yes.
213. Moon someone: nope.
214. Shop-lifted:nope.
215. Worked at Mc. Donald`s: such a lousy job. working there is pointless.
216. Eaten a dog: hotdaogs anyone??
217. Give money to a homeless person: yesh.
218. Glued your hand to yourself: yesh. using UHU glue.
219. Kissed someone of the same sex: yes.
22o. Had a one night stand: nope.
221. Smoked: once when i was a kid. i was playing pretend.
222. Done drugs: nope.
223. Lose a friend because of your ex: no.
224. Slap someone for being stupid: yea cos they wanted me too/they took my hand to slap themselves.
225. Had cyber sex: hah. no.
226. Wish you were the opposite sex: yes.
227. Caught someone doing something: yes. disgusting things some more. urgh.
228. Played a game that removes clothing: not really. just watched.
229. Cried during a movie: yupp. i'm a sappy person.
23o. Cried over someone: yes.
231. Wanted to hook up with a friend: nope.
232. Hooked up with someone you barely met: nope.
233. Ran away from home: yes but it lasted a few minutes. hahahahhaha.
234. Cheated on a test: most of the time


*Section Twelve: Would you..
235. Bungee jump: yes.
236. Sky dive: yes.
237. Swim with dolphins: no. cant swim.
238. Steal a friend`s bf or gf: no.
239. Try to be the opposite sex: like..
24o. Lie to the police: yes. to save my own skin.
241. Run from the police: yes. i got long legs. hahahhahaha.
242. Lie to your parents: cant lie. my mom's a walking lie detector.
243. Backstab a friend for your own well being: nope.
244. Be an exotic dancer: hahahahahah. i'd look like an idiot.
245. Fuck a donkey for 1,000,000: -_-"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""


*Section Thirteen: Are you..
246. Shy: yes. no. maybe.
247. Loud: yes. need to shout orders.
248. Nice: uh huh uh huh uh huh.
249: Outgoing: depends on the situation.
25o: Quiet: yes.
251. Mean: sometimes esp to my sibs.
252. Emotional: yes.
253. Sensitive: yes.
254. Gay: a lil bit.
255. Strong: hmmm. i beat nic in arm wrestling.
256. Weak: i lost to jessie in arm wrestling. hahahahhahaha.
257. Caring: yupp.
258. Dangerous: try me. try scary too.
259. Crazy: very.
26o. Spontaneous: seldom.
261. Funny: yupp.
262. Sweet: urghh.
263. Sharing: most of the time.
264. Responsible: yes. hahahhahaha.
265. Trustworthy: yes.
266. Open-minded: yes.
267. Creative: doubt so. sometimes.
268. Cute: *puke puke
269. Slick: na. hahahahhahahahha
27o. Smart: nope.
271. Dumb: nope.
272. Evil: very.
273. Ghetto: hahhahaa like no.
274. Classy: please lor.
275. Photogenic: hate photo taking.
276. Dependable: yes.
277. Greedy: no.
278. Ugly: yes
279. Messy: yes but look down.
28o. Neat: i'm a perfectionist. i know. contradicting myself.
281. Perverted: i know one. NIC.
282. Silly: heehehehehehe. yes.
283. A Bitch: yes. according to some people.
284. A Good Listener: *nods head violently
285. A Fighter: yes. i'm very aggressive. i think.
286. A Party Animal: no. prefer sleeping.
287. A Game Freak: love solitaire.
288. A Computer Freak: definitely not.
note: u forgot whiney. cos i am. hahahahahahhaa

*Section Fourteen: Future..
289. Dream job: netballer. coach. chef.
29o. Dream house: 3 storeys. lap pool. waterfall. garden. gym.
291. Husband/Wife: dream on yah..
292. Kids: i want a baby girl.
293. Names: hmmmm.
294. Pets: turtles!!
295. Car: VW BEETLE. i want the whole series which includes the convertibles too.
296. Age you would want to get married: 27. but i doubt i'll get married.
297. Best Man/Bride`s Maid: we'll wait and see.
298. Honeymoon: i wanna go around the world. it'll be fun.

*Section Fifteen: Your friends..
299. Bestfriend(s): lala. nic. soph.
3o0. Known the longest: lala .
301. Craziest: soph.
302. Loudest: lala.
303. Shyest: na. hahahahhaha.
304. Best hair: soph.
305. Best eyes: me. hahahahha. its true ok. maybe my sis too. and my bro.
306. Best body: i'm the founder of the baywatchers. exclusive club for people with nice features. take a look at it when u're free yah..
307. Most Atheletic: netballers. yeah. (:
308. Hot-Tempered: ahem..got lor. this one and that one and this one. *points here and there
309. Most impatient: *look up and grins
31o. Shortest: hazmi. hahahhahahahha.
311. Tallest: yee ting. 183cm ok. and she's a girl.
312. Skinniest: me. zheng. willis.
313. Best singer: hahahhahaha. erm. i dunno.
314. Funniest: the chix.
315. Can always make you laugh: the chix.
316. Wish you talked to more: lala.
317. Wish you saw more: _________. *smiles
318. Who drives you insane after a while: the chix. hahahahhaha.
319. Who you can stay around forever and never get sick of: no one. serious. i'm so anti-social.
32o. Ever lose a friend because you t0ok it to the 'next level': nope.
321. Whose always been there when you need them: yes. love them to bits.
322. Who is like your family: the chix.
323. How many friends do you have?: plenty.
324. How many are really close?: only a few.

*Section Sixteen: The last..
325. Thing you ate: i cant remeber the name.
326. Thing you drank: tea.
327. Thing you wore: map shirt and short shorts.
328. Thing you did: blogger.
329. Place you went: kitchen.
33o. Thing you got pierced or tattooed: its been ages since i pierced myself.
331. Person you saw: my sis.
332. Person you hugged: my sis.
333. Person you kissed: my granny.
334. Person you fucked: hahahahhaha. no. i'm still a virgin.
335. Person you talked to online: lala dear.
336. Person you talked to on the phone: nic.
337. Song you heard: on tv.
338. Show you saw: guinness book of records.
339. Time you faught with your parents: that very day.
34o. Time you faught with a friend: cant remember.
341. Words you said: what.
342. Party you went to: class gathering.

*Section Seventeen: Now
343. What are you eating: nothing.
344. What are you drinking: nothing.
345. What are you thinking: my answer for this question. then the next.
346. What are you wearing: tee and shorts.
347. What are you doing: typing.
348. Any shoes on: barefooted.
349. Hair: tied up. hairband in my hair.
35o. Mood: depressed.
351. Listening to: perfect 10 late night show with carrie.
352. Talking to anyone: no one.
353. Watching anything: nope.


*Section Eighteen: Yes or No
354. Are you a vegetarian: no.
355. Are you a carnivore: no.
356. Are you heterosexual: yes.
357. Do you like penguins: no.
358. Do you write poetry: no.
359. Do you see stupid people: no.
36o. You + Me : no.
361. Do you like the Osbournes: no.
362. Can you see flying pigs: yes.
363. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: no.
364. Are you from Afghanistan: yes.
365. Is Christina Aguilera ugly: no.
366. Are you a zombie: yes.
367. Am i annoying you: yes.
368. Do you bite your nails: no.
369. Can you cross your eyes: no.
37o. Do you make your bed in the morning: no.
371. Have you touched someone`s private part: yes.

*Section Nineteen: This or That
372. Winter or Summer: winter.
373. Spring or Fall: fall.
374. Shakira or Britney: britney.
375. MTV or VH1: mtv.
376. Black or White: black.
377. Yellow or Pink: pink.
378. Football or Basketball: neither.
379. Cellphone or Pager: hp.
38o. Pen or Pencil: pencil.
381. Cold or Hot: cold.
382. Tattooes or Piercings: neither.
383. Inside or Outside: inside.
384. Weed or Alcohol: neither.
385. Coke or Pepsi: coke.
386. Tape or Glue: tape.
387. Mc. Donald`s or In-n-Out: mac.

*Section Twenty: Opinions..
388. What do you think about classical music: nice esp canon in d.
389. About boy bands: dying out.
39o. About suicide: meant for people who are so desperate cos they cant solve their problems.
391. About people who try to force their opinions on you: irritants.
392. About teen pregnancy: its a sad thing girls get pregnant.
393. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years: enjoying life.
394. Who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: lala. nic. soph. nurul.
95. About gay men: no comments.

*Section Twenty-One: Random..
396. Do you have a website: yes.
397. Current weather right now: cant see a thing.
398. Current time: 11.11pm
399. Any shout outs: good night _________________________________________.
4o0. Last thoughts: should i tell??


11:15 PM;


i finally found out what's wrong with me. i'm too stressed-out by doing nothing. it finally dawned on me that school is reopening soon and i havent started revising. i'm soooooooooooo not prepared to go back with my brain empty. mrs whelan's rite. u need to be disciplined. to hell with her nyeh-nyeh-nyeh. i need to wake up and start revising. before i start, lemme do this first. nmj hnjm h bkjmikjml,jmnuhbygtjmk. i just slammed my head onto my keyboard. yesh. su's gone mad. i'm clearly wasting time. need to start doing my work. need to study. need to finish my hw. i must stop playing solitaire. i must stop day-dreaming. i must stop procrastinating. i must stop reading other ppl's blog. i must stop going online. need to be a nerd. my full-time job for the next few months. i need to dismantle the pc. throw away the wires. and buy new ones when i'm done with my o's. somebody help me keep in check. this might be my last entry..for the month. so yeah. goodbye social life.

9:18 PM;


Everybody has blue days. These are miserable days when you feel lousy, grumpy, lonely and utterly exhausted. Just getting started seems impossible. On blue days you can become paranoid that everyone is out to get you. (This is not always such a bad thing.) You feel frustrated and anxious, which can induce a nail-biting frenzy that can escalate into a triple-chocolate-mud-cake-eating frenzy in a blink of an eye! So how can you find that blissful "just sliding into a hot bubble bath" kind of feeling? It's easy. First, stop slinking away from all those nagging issues. It's time to face the music. Now, just relax. Take some deep breaths. (in through the nose and out through the mouth) Try to meditate if you can. Or go for a walk to clear your head. Accept the fact that you'll have to let go of some emotional baggage. Try seeing things from a different perspective. Maybe you’re actually the one at fault. If that's the case, be big enough to say you're sorry. (it's never too late to do this.) If someone else is doing the wrong thing, stand up tall and say, "That's not right and I won't stand for it!" It's okay to be forceful. (It's rarely okay to blow raspberries.) Be proud of who you are, but don't lose the ability to laugh at yourself. (this is a lot easier when you associate with positive people.) Live every day as if it were your last, because one day it will be. Don't be afraid to bite off more than you can chew. Take big risks. Never hang back. Get out there and go for it. After all, isn't that what life is all about? I think so too.

11:39 AM;
Thursday, June 10, 2004

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1:26 PM;
Friday, June 4, 2004

I'm finally 16 ((((((:
4 SMS greetings.
3 presents. And counting.
1 online card.
$100 spending money.
jessie, eddie, shu ling, nic, lala, ziying, yong wee, chin gee, yeeting, justine, xue ting, hafiz and karim. thanks for the birthday greetings.

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